Tibby and Alex Ep 1

this is a story about Alex and Tibby, i have this two teddy bears and i found them cute...teddy name Alex was a gift from my Ex-bf and Teddy bear Tibby was a souvenir from jusco. i think u guys remember i bought a washing machine. i am so boring...so i do this..

there will be a lot episode up coming

tHE GeNiuS, ThE TruTH aND THe EviL

tet...tet...tet...owh...my alarm clock!!!! what the fuck!!!

monday morning, urgh...can u imagine, the first day of the week.

i kinda hate today. wake up and straight to the bathroom

put on shirt and pants and straight to the road.

take a bus...

that morning, the sun really warm...

now the hatred become soothing. look at he bird flying

and yes, actually i don't get to see what happened on the bus because i sleep the whole journey

hahaha

reach office and start being a robot. literally

just to share, this my bro in the office. he is kinda cute but he is so off limit to any dude, gays, girl or lesbian. he is taken...~drool in sad

this some of the picture that taken by me. i ask him to act like got rape by me. hahaha...he's doing it right...so funny

once finish, quickly off to home

owh yeah, i need to go to Jusco to buy myself a washing machine. there's a cute teddy bear they gave. i think as token since i apply for jusco card. it's just MRY$12.00 and i got 5% discount for purchasing the washing machine. good bargain i guess

my Ex-housemate take the damn machine. i don't really care.

as long his butt is off from my property. owh yeah. i have this lady friend..her name is gweny. we talk shit about my ex-housemate...hahaha...so bad!! and felt so good...

went to pasar malam. there's a lot of hot dude...

i bought fresh orange, chicken(tongkeng sebenarnya...hahahaha) and rojak petis

wah so nice...

how to put this. it seem monday isn't that bad...some more i just got my salary credit today

ok...that's for tonight

see you guys then for more adventure...

hahaha ~yawn!!!

fReaK + soRrOW + aNGeR

for the last couple of week, i felt so confident about myself. how i am re-presenting myself as A PERSON. i know i gain a couple of pound but i still confident as i can still hook up with some guys and had sex all day long. it doesn't matter now. i accidentally go to YM and click one of the fellow and we decided to meet. we choose to meet at the city Square JB and guess what

he is so old(my type actually) and he so handy with anyone who pass by, the waiter, the cleaner boy, cashier and i felt invisible. and still so defensive about him being such a dick in front of me

Hello, i am here.... he still flirting with that waiter.

the good part is, i don't have to waste a penny since he treat me all the food and the goods. as usual i felt that i don't want to owe anything from him. so i just stand up say right to his face

"i am so boring, i need to leave"

do you thinks it's too much. i don't think so

because of this, i felt my confident drop to zero. i felt so unreal and undone.

I'm sad now. i felt like to vomit.

just now, i receive an short message in my mobile that another person want to meet me.

i told him direct. i am 170cm++ and weight 90kg. i am so damn fat :P hahaha

he said, great!!! we will meet...i don't think he got the idea that i don't want to see him.

what the hack. i might get laid tonight

wish me luck

owh yeah, i just "unfriend" one of my so call friend in the facebook. think before u type

i will assure that he will suffer tomorrow.

I'm being so childish...this is not me

let me recap the best movie that i just watched last Saturday

"KNIGHT AND DAY"

this movie is like a combo of fun and excitement. a combination of mission impossible + charlie's angel. this movie rawck my world. i love the whole plot in the movie. and so funny. the next big thing after Mr & Mrs Smith

good bye brangelina, and hello camertom/tomeron( it suppose to be cameron + tom)

so far that's it

till we see each other again

Tata

TanGO + pERasAAn + KekUSutAn

bunyi bising dari sudut katil membuat mata ku terbuka. dengan perlahan aku bangun tanpa semangat. duduk aku seketika terfikir apa yg aku buat selepas ini

owh yeah, i'm single now.

setiap kali aku turuni tangga ini. bunyi kayu yg membuat aku teringat kembali kisahsilam. suasana sunyi yang menghiasi ruang tamu membuat aku tenang seketika. hujung mata ku ternampak bungkusan hadiah...air mata berderai

aku dah lupa, ini kali keberapa aku berasa sangat sunyi. menginginkan kembali kehangatan cinta yg akhir2x ini terasa seperti tidak pernah wujud.

salju air sejuk yg membasahi setiap tubuh ku...hembusanku perlahan.

bersambung...

CommiTment + DisCourage + HeaRT brOKen

what an odd time to say "i gave up". i never give up. i always strive for the best. it's almost 2 years i have been here in Citigroup. i don't want to begin stress in this blog. nowadays, i don't feel like going to work. it's so boring and i felt like robot or human garbage. i don't feel like i have appreciated. I'm applying for the post of trainer and hopefully i got the job. there's a lot of cute people in the platform now but i don't think i have to talk to them.

ok, now i am sad...i am now alone, yeah single again..

need to sleep